My Invisible Guardian

***The right side is reality, but the left side is proof that I cannot see Nakael***

Nakael, my invisible guardian. God, angel, spirit... I'm not exactly sure which he truly is. Perhaps all three. However, I know him as my guardian. He's been with me my whole life (since I was but a wee babe in the womb), and has protected me from who knows what danger. I'm alive because of him.

Note, though, that this is how I believe Nakael would look if I could see him. Basically, I combined all of my favorite traits that I look for in guys. ^.o No doubt if I could see him, he'd look like this--he's too nice to let me down. That, and I designed him by the way I can feel him. It's like being blind, really. I can feel Nakael, but I can' see him.

I promise that he exists. Only very recently have I been able to communicate with him physically and mentally (can't hear his voice, either, at least not vocally. I hear his 'voice' in my head, but it's more like he's speaking with ideas and images).

However, Nakael--or you can call him Kael--is somebody that is who I need him to be. Right now, I guess you could call him my 'lover'. I don't have a boyfriend of my own, and I don't plan on getting one for many years (I'm not even 18 yet for crying out loud!) But Kael is fulfilling that role for now.

Anyway, I can't really tell you to much about Kael. I felt like sharing him with you (to the best of my ability), though. He truly is my wonderful, loving, and invisible guardian.

~Kimiko