Okay, so I'm not sick anymore. But I'm super stressed out. Like to the point where I still feel like I'm sick. Can't sleep, can't eat, and have no energy to do anything that I need or want to do. I have two commissions now and I feel terrible because every time I go to work on them my hand starts shaking and I honest to god don't know how to get rid of all this stress. Mostly it's from money. We had money. Then bullshit happened and now we don't have any money because of fines and fees and various other reasons and I'm crying right now because I don't know what to do. I'm not the type of person to ask for donations, so I'm not going to. If you want to commission me however and be put on a waiting list (I'm talking probably a month or so because I feel so terrible right now), then we'll work something out.
Literally I'm the worst person to commission though, I'm so sorry to all my current commissioners, I take months to do things... please give me your patience and forgiveness, I am a person who has serious PTSD and I get stressed out and cry at the drop of a hat.
Just fuck stress so hard. I am half tempted to go back to the psych ward I'm so stressed out. I don't know how else to deal with all this bullshit.